F... U...

I should be sleeping right now... I shouldn't be mad right now, BUT I FUCKING AM...

Let's just call her L.

So I know we're not the friends we use to be, but we've decide to continue this arrangement and mutually agree that it's important to both of us.
NO, YOU CAN NOT HAVE A REAL LIFE IF YOU NEED THIS. IF YOU HAVE A LIFE YOU DON'T NEED IT. SO JUST ADMIT YOU HAVE A FUCKING LIFE ALREADY, I CAN FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT.

I'm insane right now, I know. This is a build up! Here I am ignorantly replying as soon as I can, even when I'm busy. I always check my phone and reply soon after. Whether it's when I'm doing a project with someone or in the middle of break between and during classes.
I go through a lot of shit to make sure this experience is fun for you, and you're only into feeling self fulfilled.
Why am I still bending backwards for you??

Perhaps I'm mad at myself... Or I just want to get away from some stress I'm going through for this. BUT YOU WON'T GIVE IT TO ME.

No, I'm not going to end this little arrangement, but believe me, I will rant and bitch about it the whole way through.

I let you have weekends to have a real life, and get drunk, and text me while you're fucking drunk. So I'd at least think you'd give me your weekdays, between classes or something. But no, I see you're too busy having a life!

You're probably going to never reply with that long ass text I sent you and the smaller ones I use to bitch. I'll be even more mad, but whatever, that just shows me how little you care.

I hope you'll try to prove yourself for the rest of the week but I highly doubt it. You're still the same person I knew you as, though perhaps even more indifferent.