Today lots happened I guess. I really don't want to talk about it, but at the same time... I need to.
Truth is...
I'm not quite sure what to say anymore... I don't know what to do anymore.... All I know is that... I am human Skum...
My drama queen side is raging on... I cannot keep from my old self from returning. It's been too long... too long...
Today I asked myself... "haven't you've been happy for too long now?"
and in my dream as I decided to curl up into my bed and sob a little. "
"Isn't it time for you to suffer again?"
I thought about it... I guess...
I don't think I deserve to be this upset, but I'm starting to think I don't deserve what I have. Everything was a mistake that you carved out yourself. Something you forced out of others.
Tammy Cheng... you are such a manipulative, evil person.
You manipulative girl who acts innocently to get your way, and when you don't you use the most stupid words to get people to feel bad. Then when they agree with you and feel bad, you just sprinkle more salt on the wound and get mad.
Tammy Cheng... I hate you... I hate myself. I hate myself for being like this. After all the effort I've put into changing you.
What Sky Guardian... you don't deserve it... You don't even deserve your group of friends.
You treacherous girl who breaks promises and only works on your own desires. You don't deserve life... you've over stayed your welcome... now your just pushing it.
Know that your nature will cause your friends to hate you and later leave you. The people you cherish will look down on you. It is what is to come...
Tammy Cheng... you don't deserve this life.... say goodbye to your current life and prepare for it to turn on you.
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