Moshi! wow... it's been a week.. X3
Well Today was my awesome Wisdom 009 training October Meeting.
All I have to say is that... I'm so looking forward to hosting the meeting in December!
We have a "White Elephant" idea planned and tis in store for the other 009 members!
I'm so glad the meeting is during December! Since... as everyone who knows me well enough knows that I absolutely LOVE giving gifts during Christmas. What's awesome is that I can give everyone a gift. So that day is all equal. Maybe a little extra here and there would be awesome X3
I started my Present Planning notebook and already three pages are filled up. I have so much planned for Christmas and has already started on planning the sweet 16 birthday present's of my awesome friends!
Each present will have at least 6 parts to it! I am quite excited for this! Giving my friends presents and seeing them happy about receiving it is the most joy I can receive for the day.
Recently... I have two animes I completely love right now... Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Kimi ni Todoke!
Kimi ni Todoke is such a sweet manga/anime series. This season it was adapted into an anime, which I am now currently watching happily.
I really love this series since it gives me the warm fuzzy feelings of making friends and finding love. Such a cute plot and everything!
Apparently I want all the manga volumes for this... Japanese or English I don't really care. Hopefully my Japanese can get fluent enough to read it without struggle, but that might take a while...
The character in the Kimi ni Todoke (aka Reaching you) is this girl name Sawako. I love her... She is the most idealistic personality I have every discovered. I love how cute, modest, and optimistic she is!
I have adopted her motto: "One good deed a day!"
I hope I can continue with this motto... it would make me really happy if I can
Halloween is coming up soon! I got my costume... and I think I look really bad in it XD
Hopefully the makeup and hairstyle I'm going to do will make me look better? Hopefully... I might have to do some adjustments to it.
This weekend I also came up with an awesome idea for my friends for Halloween one year. I suggested that we should do a group costume theme, and after thinking about it. I think doing something like Alice in Wonderland would be fun.
We can do characters like Alice (of course), the White Rabbit, the Cheeshe Cat, Mad Hatter, and the Queen of Hearts. I find it an awesome idea!
Though... I get a feeling all my friends are going to shoot me down... so I'm going to prepare myself!
During this time... I also came up with a huge list of things we can do during Japanese club! Apparently... I'm going to make a condition to myself that for these activities to be suggested into circulation... I must have an officer position and also have credit and influence...
I might describe the roles and the most possible officer positions for next year in my next post... possibly...
I hope Kimchi starts the Vongola XI generation RP soon! I'm quite excited for it... Apparently 2 parts of the 6 for Christmas is based on this RP and these roles... I hope I'm not taken it too far... but I think I crossed that line longgg ago... XD
Well it's almost time to sleep for me... 10 mins to 12 which means time to wrap up the day for Tam! :D
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
誕生日おめてとMaru-Chan
Being October 18 today, one thing comes to mind... MARU-CHAN's Birthday :D
Today was a pretty busy day as well. With the Chinese school, Eating lunch with Grandparents, and Maruchan's Birthday Dinner/Party.
I don't really want to talk about anything but Mar's Birthday Party today since I don't care about Chinese and Grandparent's weekly lunch.
At around 2 I returned home and immediately went to my table to finish drawing and coloring Mar's birthday Flashcard. It turned out quite well. I liked the card very much. It included my random chibis that don't take too long to draw and some random drawings that I think mar would like.
My worst/best/pun/joke was a drawing of a clock and it read 2 pm with an arrow. OMG it's 2 pm!
Hilary laughed at my pun. My sense of humor is so lame.
I'm not sure if Marisa liked the present or not... which kinda worries me.
Well... the whole time were were bored and looking at the movies there. So... apparently Mar and Hilary chose to watch Mr. & Mrs. Smith.
Elora came after and apparently Yujin wasn't picking up her phone nor answering texts, so I called her home phone.
Apparently trying to convince her to come... she ended up not showing up. But on wells...
We decided to watch the movie anyways. It was a good refresher about what happened in the movie... quite interesting...
Well we ate dinner afterwards and knowing Marisa and her opinion on cake... I didn't think she would have one. So once I finished eating at was already 6:30 and I called home to tell my parents it was ok to pick me up now.
Apparently I didn't know Marisa actually decided to have cake and my parents got here before we could cut the cake. I got in the car and told my parents that I called them too early and that I didn't even eat cake.
My parents were shocked and U-turned, immediately sending me back to Marisa's house to eat the cake. I rang the doorbell embarrassed about returning for cake and celebrated the rest of Marisa's party.
Eventually I went home, and Maru-Chan's party came to an end. X3
Today was a pretty busy day as well. With the Chinese school, Eating lunch with Grandparents, and Maruchan's Birthday Dinner/Party.
I don't really want to talk about anything but Mar's Birthday Party today since I don't care about Chinese and Grandparent's weekly lunch.
At around 2 I returned home and immediately went to my table to finish drawing and coloring Mar's birthday Flashcard. It turned out quite well. I liked the card very much. It included my random chibis that don't take too long to draw and some random drawings that I think mar would like.
My worst/best/pun/joke was a drawing of a clock and it read 2 pm with an arrow. OMG it's 2 pm!
Hilary laughed at my pun. My sense of humor is so lame.
I'm not sure if Marisa liked the present or not... which kinda worries me.
Well... the whole time were were bored and looking at the movies there. So... apparently Mar and Hilary chose to watch Mr. & Mrs. Smith.
Elora came after and apparently Yujin wasn't picking up her phone nor answering texts, so I called her home phone.
Apparently trying to convince her to come... she ended up not showing up. But on wells...
We decided to watch the movie anyways. It was a good refresher about what happened in the movie... quite interesting...
Well we ate dinner afterwards and knowing Marisa and her opinion on cake... I didn't think she would have one. So once I finished eating at was already 6:30 and I called home to tell my parents it was ok to pick me up now.
Apparently I didn't know Marisa actually decided to have cake and my parents got here before we could cut the cake. I got in the car and told my parents that I called them too early and that I didn't even eat cake.
My parents were shocked and U-turned, immediately sending me back to Marisa's house to eat the cake. I rang the doorbell embarrassed about returning for cake and celebrated the rest of Marisa's party.
Eventually I went home, and Maru-Chan's party came to an end. X3
First Homecoming
Well I'm going to write a post for yesterday's events as well as today's later in another post since I like to write a lot....
Well in yesterday being "today"
Today was a busy day from morning to evening.
Morning was the PSAT, getting up at 6:45 to get ready for the dang test. I was tired, but not completely, just I didn't want to deal with it. I was in the "my eyes are open and my brain is working, but I'm still going to look sleepy" mode.
I was sitting there for a while with some people I don't know. I only knew Justin Chau and Kevin Chen, then Iris came in... and Yujin came late, then Munchkin, and Francis.
Well I guess that's not too bad... but I don't really care, just a test anyways.
So... I'm not very confident, I've always been shaky in English and Math I had some tweaks, so I'm not sure how I did... hopefully I did decent. I get a feeling I'm going to cry during December since I'm unlucky and not that smart.
So... we were let out around 30 minutes early and I went to Yujin house, that I will regret doing later.
After a while, Hilary called Yujin's cell and passed it to me, Mar was mad at me... again... Ugh... I was mad at myself and stressing about it for a long time. I felt a bit depressed afterwards.
Well I decided to stay at Yujin's since her mom was kind enough to make dinner for me. She made spicy instant ramen for me, it was quite good, not as spicy as I imagined, so I guess my problem with spice and heat isn't too bad. Well... I still hate food that's too hot since I burn my tongue. But... I did have a glass of iced water by my side.
So... afterwards... I went home and took a long nap since apparently I was tired. Usually I would take a nap in the car since I would go from Pleasanton to Fremont for art class. Indeed....
Continuing, I slept a lot. Until... 3? so I only had around an hour to get ready for homecoming.
So I slipped into my dress and started to pamper. It too me and my mom forever to choose what pair of shoes to wear. I ended up wearing a pair of really high, but really pretty shoes. My mom said it matched my dress as well.
So off I went again, going to pick up Jessica from her house. Apparently she got the time wrong and I had to wait for her to dress. I met her sister and two cousins. Haha her little sister was funny. They were like "Oh... who's she Jessica?", "Why is she wearing a dress Jessica?", "Where are you going Jessica?"
I told them we were going to a dance... and apparently they thought it was a date? So all three of them were like.
"Haha Jessica's going on a dance Jessica's going on a dance."
So... afterwards back to Yujins! Since I needed to fulfill the bet we made... deal we made. To put on makeup for the dance.
So apparently I was late 11 mins along with Jessica, and Marisa and Hilary were even later. But this ok... I found some home magazines and started to look through them.
Yujin's mom came back... 5:30? well pretty late... later than we imagined and the three of us (Mar, Yujin, and I) were stuffed into the downstairs bathroom and having makeup put on us. Yujin and Marisa looked really pretty. I couldn't really tell the difference on me, but it didn't matter. I already fulfilled my side of the deal.
So... since we were running late to Kristen's house, Jessica and Hilary went ahead as Mar, Yujin, and I stayed back to finish our make up. Later walking to Kristen's as well.
At Kristen's we got pictures taken and it was dinner time. DANG! Kristen's parents went ALL OUT! It was beautiful and so... formal... with pasta and the table was all set neatly with candles and the fancy eating utensils. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't do anything in thanks for the wonderful dinner.
So the dance was about to start soon and everyone walked over to Foothill. The lines were so long! I was frightened by the length. DANGGG~!
Well so waiting in line we talked and such... apparently Mar saw Kouhei again... and was like "OH!" I only saw his back as he walked away.
So... we went it... and it was sooo hot... I was sweating the minute I went in. It was chaos. I was feeling uncomfortable already. Haha.
I danced a bit, it was quite fun. Whenever we took a break and ran out of the gym it felt extremely nice. The back room was always filled with people trying to go in and out. I didn't know you could get out from the front, so we stayed near the entrance since it was a good escape from the humidity.
Well I did talk to Kouhei like I promised myself.
I saw him in the crowd as he walked pass me and I yelled his name so he could hear above the blasting music.
Playing out the Conv:
Me: ... -blink blink- KOUHEI!
Kouhei: ... -turns- ? oh..
Me: Hiii :)
Kouhei: Hi
Me: How are you?
Kouhei: Fine...
Me: ... :o where's your date? I heard you had one...
Kouhei: She ran off... =.= I'm now looking for her..
Me: Haha... that sucks... I hope you find her ^^;
Kouhei: yeah... looks around in the crowd...
Me: You look awesome ;) talk to you later in life haha
Kouhei: yeah... -goes back to looking-
Still no reaction, but I don't mind... I just want to talk and have things more loose around us. Might never happen, but at least I won't regret it later in life. And I approach as friends :) I can cheer for whoever this Mimi person is :D lol
Well... I continued to dance with my friends, since it always makes things funner with friends.
By 10 people started to panic about leaving. I had to leave it 10:30... but we were facing conflicts like always when it's time for us to leave a fun night behind and call it a day.
So... apparently Hilary disappeared in the crowd again and nobody could find her, so I had to leave since my parents were mad at me. (Dad yelling in background as mom continued to call me)
I walked back to Yujin's house with Jessica and almost twisted my ankle from the heals by walking on the tanbark. It was painful... I limped and it was better... I guess no lingering pain.
So... ending my night was going to Yujin's house and resting our feet by sitting on the front porch singing to Sakura Addiction and looking at the cloud covered night sky.
Well in yesterday being "today"
Today was a busy day from morning to evening.
Morning was the PSAT, getting up at 6:45 to get ready for the dang test. I was tired, but not completely, just I didn't want to deal with it. I was in the "my eyes are open and my brain is working, but I'm still going to look sleepy" mode.
I was sitting there for a while with some people I don't know. I only knew Justin Chau and Kevin Chen, then Iris came in... and Yujin came late, then Munchkin, and Francis.
Well I guess that's not too bad... but I don't really care, just a test anyways.
So... I'm not very confident, I've always been shaky in English and Math I had some tweaks, so I'm not sure how I did... hopefully I did decent. I get a feeling I'm going to cry during December since I'm unlucky and not that smart.
So... we were let out around 30 minutes early and I went to Yujin house, that I will regret doing later.
After a while, Hilary called Yujin's cell and passed it to me, Mar was mad at me... again... Ugh... I was mad at myself and stressing about it for a long time. I felt a bit depressed afterwards.
Well I decided to stay at Yujin's since her mom was kind enough to make dinner for me. She made spicy instant ramen for me, it was quite good, not as spicy as I imagined, so I guess my problem with spice and heat isn't too bad. Well... I still hate food that's too hot since I burn my tongue. But... I did have a glass of iced water by my side.
So... afterwards... I went home and took a long nap since apparently I was tired. Usually I would take a nap in the car since I would go from Pleasanton to Fremont for art class. Indeed....
Continuing, I slept a lot. Until... 3? so I only had around an hour to get ready for homecoming.
So I slipped into my dress and started to pamper. It too me and my mom forever to choose what pair of shoes to wear. I ended up wearing a pair of really high, but really pretty shoes. My mom said it matched my dress as well.
So off I went again, going to pick up Jessica from her house. Apparently she got the time wrong and I had to wait for her to dress. I met her sister and two cousins. Haha her little sister was funny. They were like "Oh... who's she Jessica?", "Why is she wearing a dress Jessica?", "Where are you going Jessica?"
I told them we were going to a dance... and apparently they thought it was a date? So all three of them were like.
"Haha Jessica's going on a dance Jessica's going on a dance."
So... afterwards back to Yujins! Since I needed to fulfill the bet we made... deal we made. To put on makeup for the dance.
So apparently I was late 11 mins along with Jessica, and Marisa and Hilary were even later. But this ok... I found some home magazines and started to look through them.
Yujin's mom came back... 5:30? well pretty late... later than we imagined and the three of us (Mar, Yujin, and I) were stuffed into the downstairs bathroom and having makeup put on us. Yujin and Marisa looked really pretty. I couldn't really tell the difference on me, but it didn't matter. I already fulfilled my side of the deal.
So... since we were running late to Kristen's house, Jessica and Hilary went ahead as Mar, Yujin, and I stayed back to finish our make up. Later walking to Kristen's as well.
At Kristen's we got pictures taken and it was dinner time. DANG! Kristen's parents went ALL OUT! It was beautiful and so... formal... with pasta and the table was all set neatly with candles and the fancy eating utensils. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't do anything in thanks for the wonderful dinner.
So the dance was about to start soon and everyone walked over to Foothill. The lines were so long! I was frightened by the length. DANGGG~!
Well so waiting in line we talked and such... apparently Mar saw Kouhei again... and was like "OH!" I only saw his back as he walked away.
So... we went it... and it was sooo hot... I was sweating the minute I went in. It was chaos. I was feeling uncomfortable already. Haha.
I danced a bit, it was quite fun. Whenever we took a break and ran out of the gym it felt extremely nice. The back room was always filled with people trying to go in and out. I didn't know you could get out from the front, so we stayed near the entrance since it was a good escape from the humidity.
Well I did talk to Kouhei like I promised myself.
I saw him in the crowd as he walked pass me and I yelled his name so he could hear above the blasting music.
Playing out the Conv:
Me: ... -blink blink- KOUHEI!
Kouhei: ... -turns- ? oh..
Me: Hiii :)
Kouhei: Hi
Me: How are you?
Kouhei: Fine...
Me: ... :o where's your date? I heard you had one...
Kouhei: She ran off... =.= I'm now looking for her..
Me: Haha... that sucks... I hope you find her ^^;
Kouhei: yeah... looks around in the crowd...
Me: You look awesome ;) talk to you later in life haha
Kouhei: yeah... -goes back to looking-
Still no reaction, but I don't mind... I just want to talk and have things more loose around us. Might never happen, but at least I won't regret it later in life. And I approach as friends :) I can cheer for whoever this Mimi person is :D lol
Well... I continued to dance with my friends, since it always makes things funner with friends.
By 10 people started to panic about leaving. I had to leave it 10:30... but we were facing conflicts like always when it's time for us to leave a fun night behind and call it a day.
So... apparently Hilary disappeared in the crowd again and nobody could find her, so I had to leave since my parents were mad at me. (Dad yelling in background as mom continued to call me)
I walked back to Yujin's house with Jessica and almost twisted my ankle from the heals by walking on the tanbark. It was painful... I limped and it was better... I guess no lingering pain.
So... ending my night was going to Yujin's house and resting our feet by sitting on the front porch singing to Sakura Addiction and looking at the cloud covered night sky.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
As the Rain Falls...
Today lots happened I guess. I really don't want to talk about it, but at the same time... I need to.
Truth is...
I'm not quite sure what to say anymore... I don't know what to do anymore.... All I know is that... I am human Skum...
My drama queen side is raging on... I cannot keep from my old self from returning. It's been too long... too long...
Today I asked myself... "haven't you've been happy for too long now?"
and in my dream as I decided to curl up into my bed and sob a little. "
"Isn't it time for you to suffer again?"
I thought about it... I guess...
I don't think I deserve to be this upset, but I'm starting to think I don't deserve what I have. Everything was a mistake that you carved out yourself. Something you forced out of others.
Tammy Cheng... you are such a manipulative, evil person.
You manipulative girl who acts innocently to get your way, and when you don't you use the most stupid words to get people to feel bad. Then when they agree with you and feel bad, you just sprinkle more salt on the wound and get mad.
Tammy Cheng... I hate you... I hate myself. I hate myself for being like this. After all the effort I've put into changing you.
What Sky Guardian... you don't deserve it... You don't even deserve your group of friends.
You treacherous girl who breaks promises and only works on your own desires. You don't deserve life... you've over stayed your welcome... now your just pushing it.
Know that your nature will cause your friends to hate you and later leave you. The people you cherish will look down on you. It is what is to come...
Tammy Cheng... you don't deserve this life.... say goodbye to your current life and prepare for it to turn on you.
Truth is...
I'm not quite sure what to say anymore... I don't know what to do anymore.... All I know is that... I am human Skum...
My drama queen side is raging on... I cannot keep from my old self from returning. It's been too long... too long...
Today I asked myself... "haven't you've been happy for too long now?"
and in my dream as I decided to curl up into my bed and sob a little. "
"Isn't it time for you to suffer again?"
I thought about it... I guess...
I don't think I deserve to be this upset, but I'm starting to think I don't deserve what I have. Everything was a mistake that you carved out yourself. Something you forced out of others.
Tammy Cheng... you are such a manipulative, evil person.
You manipulative girl who acts innocently to get your way, and when you don't you use the most stupid words to get people to feel bad. Then when they agree with you and feel bad, you just sprinkle more salt on the wound and get mad.
Tammy Cheng... I hate you... I hate myself. I hate myself for being like this. After all the effort I've put into changing you.
What Sky Guardian... you don't deserve it... You don't even deserve your group of friends.
You treacherous girl who breaks promises and only works on your own desires. You don't deserve life... you've over stayed your welcome... now your just pushing it.
Know that your nature will cause your friends to hate you and later leave you. The people you cherish will look down on you. It is what is to come...
Tammy Cheng... you don't deserve this life.... say goodbye to your current life and prepare for it to turn on you.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Conclusion Reached, Chance Missed!
Ugh... today I missed a perfect chance to talk to Kouhei. I already had everything planned out as well. But I was not emotionally prepared yet.
Apparently he doesn't recognize me, or doesn't remember me... either way.
Well I don't blame him, but do I look that different from what I was before... I should put my hair up in a headband that day when I want to talk to him. (since that was 5th grade hairstyle). Would that be too weird? Do I look that different? O.O
Sure my hair has gotten shorter.... but do I look that different? I think I look more like I was in 5th grade now compared how I looked in 7th grade.
Well I already decided.
I want to talk to him as a friend. I don't see him (or try not to) see him in any "romantic" relationship. Well... I might... but I'm going to take the advice I gave Mar with her similar situation
I feel better think about it this way. I'm still get kinda nervous around him (current me), but I think... his return kinda reminded me of the elementary school Tam.
The one that was alone and had no friends, so I had to be more active and talk to everyone. In elementary school, I hated leaving a regret later in life, so I always confessed when I DID like a guy... (every year =.=)
Tam so Fickle! (that's what caused the phobia later in life)
Well my heart has settled as well... to a decent amount
Today I was given a chance to talk to him after Japanese as I walked out the door. Apparently he had a class before that was... pretty close to the Jap class and that the group he sat with for lunch was near the classroom. I want to take this chance given to me!
I finally saw him. Of course he didn't really see me. But danggg it really is him O.O
He still has the same features from 5th grade... and still pretty tall. (Dang... still beat me from 5th grade, I haven't grown since...) HAHA of course... and his hair is slightly different, but I can tell it's still him.
But... I got worried as I peaked at him during lunch. In elementary school he would be able to laugh at anything and was a very cheerful and positive guy... but today he looked pretty down.
Yujin told me that he looked like a social outcast and lonely, which I don't get since... he apparently asked his own date out... 2 weeks before the dance. Apparently that's a sign of liking someone, so he should've at least talked to her.
Well... maybe he just transferred here recent, so he didn't get to know more people. If that's the case I'm willing to be his friend again :) haha
I'm going to take my next chance on Monday, if not I'm going to talk to him during Japanese Club (if I notice him and not be too preoccupied with what's going on in the club).
Haha... (highly possible since apparently I just walked pass him going to the bathroom on Tuesday) Mar might have to help me acknowledge his presence in the room. XD aha...
Well... I love Yujin right now. She's supportive right now. Mar is awesome too in the case, but she has her own problems to deal with as well and I don't want to trouble her with mine since I reached a resolution in less than a week. HAHA
Yujin was completely flattering me. During lunch I told her that Kouhei was right "behind" me kinda outside the Japanese room and she was so eager to check him out.
Haha to see if he's "worthy of me" (so much lying) though... I couldn't help to feel happy when she said that he's pretty good looking. It made me think "YES my judgment in guys isn't completely gullible"
Well I refuse to let this guy take over 2 of my posts so I'm going to talk about anime, friends, and afterschool stuff.
Well... apparently Mar is having problems. She has reached her conclusion, but I think she's taking her conclusion the wrong way.
She makes it sound like she's going to completely give up on Justin... as well as not helping him if he needs a friend to support him.
As I say, "Just be friends, if it works out then it's natural if not, then it might not be meant to be"
Haha... I just hate how it has to be the girl that does all the work... =.= UGHHH HAHA
Hm... well Yujin gave me a preview of my Christmas Card. She said she felt bad for not giving me one last year (being the only one...) and is giving me a super card for christmas.
I'm sooooo excited to see it. I looked at 2 of the (6? 8?) pages that were finished and was amazed at the cover. I LOVED IT! <3
I could almost cry tears on how touched I was... Haha well since it looked like me looking like Tsuna in Hyper mode.
My Nobu being in Hyper mode makes me sooo happy. I refused to read what she had so far so that most of it will be a surprise during christmas. I love surprises, even if I hate waiting for the surprise. HAHA I enjoy the unpredictable? hehe...
She said she wrote a random quote around a page but it just made me feel even happier.
"The generation that surpassed the rest and set an example for future generations...." I can't quite remember it that well, but reading it... I felt completely embedded in the group and that I was truly irreplaceable. I swear if I read it again during Christmas I might cry since I'm so emotional like so XD
I love it when Kimchi draws for me, since it's so pretty and cool and completely different from my style. Ahhhh~ I love her styleeee~ I always get annoyed when she says it's bad... =.=
Well... I love my Vongola 11th character, Sawada Nobuko!
I want to explain my reason for naming her this before I forget.
Well... Iemitsu and Tsunayoshi are both shogun of the Tokugawa era. So... I wanted to see the successor of Tsunayoshi (aka Tsuna). I looked it up and got the name Ienobu, the nephew of Tsunayoshi. Of course... it was a boy name so I took the "Nobu" part and added "Ko" to make it sound more fem. So... My character Nobuko will the be niece of Tsuna (10th Vongola).
Vongola Undecimo! Sawada Nobuko! (do I need an Italian name O.O?) NAHHH!
Well... thanks to Yujin I have an idea myself...
I found this quote: "Chosen ones who have received one of the Vongola rings. Rings that were delivered to people who are worthy of protecting the next Vongola boss Sawada Nobuko." (adding my character's name of course) and I'm going to draw individual pictures.
It's going to be awesome!
Well I have a busy weekend coming up >.< so wish me luck. I'll try to talk about it as the week goes by. Like on Sunday during chinese school or something. XD While Sandra peeks over my shoulder.
Well I got a Chinese test to... so wish me luck!
Japanese Food tomorrow for Dinner! Me ish sooo excited! :3 See ya!
Apparently he doesn't recognize me, or doesn't remember me... either way.
Well I don't blame him, but do I look that different from what I was before... I should put my hair up in a headband that day when I want to talk to him. (since that was 5th grade hairstyle). Would that be too weird? Do I look that different? O.O
Sure my hair has gotten shorter.... but do I look that different? I think I look more like I was in 5th grade now compared how I looked in 7th grade.
Well I already decided.
I want to talk to him as a friend. I don't see him (or try not to) see him in any "romantic" relationship. Well... I might... but I'm going to take the advice I gave Mar with her similar situation
"Just be friends. If it happens then it's natural, if it doesn't then it's probably not meant to be. Just let faith take you...
I feel better think about it this way. I'm still get kinda nervous around him (current me), but I think... his return kinda reminded me of the elementary school Tam.
The one that was alone and had no friends, so I had to be more active and talk to everyone. In elementary school, I hated leaving a regret later in life, so I always confessed when I DID like a guy... (every year =.=)
Tam so Fickle! (that's what caused the phobia later in life)
Well my heart has settled as well... to a decent amount
Today I was given a chance to talk to him after Japanese as I walked out the door. Apparently he had a class before that was... pretty close to the Jap class and that the group he sat with for lunch was near the classroom. I want to take this chance given to me!
I finally saw him. Of course he didn't really see me. But danggg it really is him O.O
He still has the same features from 5th grade... and still pretty tall. (Dang... still beat me from 5th grade, I haven't grown since...) HAHA of course... and his hair is slightly different, but I can tell it's still him.
But... I got worried as I peaked at him during lunch. In elementary school he would be able to laugh at anything and was a very cheerful and positive guy... but today he looked pretty down.
Yujin told me that he looked like a social outcast and lonely, which I don't get since... he apparently asked his own date out... 2 weeks before the dance. Apparently that's a sign of liking someone, so he should've at least talked to her.
Well... maybe he just transferred here recent, so he didn't get to know more people. If that's the case I'm willing to be his friend again :) haha
I'm going to take my next chance on Monday, if not I'm going to talk to him during Japanese Club (if I notice him and not be too preoccupied with what's going on in the club).
Haha... (highly possible since apparently I just walked pass him going to the bathroom on Tuesday) Mar might have to help me acknowledge his presence in the room. XD aha...
Well... I love Yujin right now. She's supportive right now. Mar is awesome too in the case, but she has her own problems to deal with as well and I don't want to trouble her with mine since I reached a resolution in less than a week. HAHA
Yujin was completely flattering me. During lunch I told her that Kouhei was right "behind" me kinda outside the Japanese room and she was so eager to check him out.
Haha to see if he's "worthy of me" (so much lying) though... I couldn't help to feel happy when she said that he's pretty good looking. It made me think "YES my judgment in guys isn't completely gullible"
Well I refuse to let this guy take over 2 of my posts so I'm going to talk about anime, friends, and afterschool stuff.
Well... apparently Mar is having problems. She has reached her conclusion, but I think she's taking her conclusion the wrong way.
She makes it sound like she's going to completely give up on Justin... as well as not helping him if he needs a friend to support him.
As I say, "Just be friends, if it works out then it's natural if not, then it might not be meant to be"
Haha... I just hate how it has to be the girl that does all the work... =.= UGHHH HAHA
Hm... well Yujin gave me a preview of my Christmas Card. She said she felt bad for not giving me one last year (being the only one...) and is giving me a super card for christmas.
I'm sooooo excited to see it. I looked at 2 of the (6? 8?) pages that were finished and was amazed at the cover. I LOVED IT! <3
I could almost cry tears on how touched I was... Haha well since it looked like me looking like Tsuna in Hyper mode.
My Nobu being in Hyper mode makes me sooo happy. I refused to read what she had so far so that most of it will be a surprise during christmas. I love surprises, even if I hate waiting for the surprise. HAHA I enjoy the unpredictable? hehe...
She said she wrote a random quote around a page but it just made me feel even happier.
"The generation that surpassed the rest and set an example for future generations...." I can't quite remember it that well, but reading it... I felt completely embedded in the group and that I was truly irreplaceable. I swear if I read it again during Christmas I might cry since I'm so emotional like so XD
I love it when Kimchi draws for me, since it's so pretty and cool and completely different from my style. Ahhhh~ I love her styleeee~ I always get annoyed when she says it's bad... =.=
Well... I love my Vongola 11th character, Sawada Nobuko!
I want to explain my reason for naming her this before I forget.
Well... Iemitsu and Tsunayoshi are both shogun of the Tokugawa era. So... I wanted to see the successor of Tsunayoshi (aka Tsuna). I looked it up and got the name Ienobu, the nephew of Tsunayoshi. Of course... it was a boy name so I took the "Nobu" part and added "Ko" to make it sound more fem. So... My character Nobuko will the be niece of Tsuna (10th Vongola).
Vongola Undecimo! Sawada Nobuko! (do I need an Italian name O.O?) NAHHH!
Well... thanks to Yujin I have an idea myself...
I found this quote: "Chosen ones who have received one of the Vongola rings. Rings that were delivered to people who are worthy of protecting the next Vongola boss Sawada Nobuko." (adding my character's name of course) and I'm going to draw individual pictures.
It's going to be awesome!
Well I have a busy weekend coming up >.< so wish me luck. I'll try to talk about it as the week goes by. Like on Sunday during chinese school or something. XD While Sandra peeks over my shoulder.
Well I got a Chinese test to... so wish me luck!
Japanese Food tomorrow for Dinner! Me ish sooo excited! :3 See ya!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
My Predictions Came True....
Today I went through major shock...
So today was the Boba sale and I volunteered to drive since apparently the group had no one else available to drive, so I volunteered my mom to help me out.
Today was just for experience's sake and to see how Felica carried out the boba sale (so they couldn't use this as something I can't do when I do run for president again)
So... I had quite a few problems with the way they did things... but there's always time for them to improve for them. The process was a little bumpy with the people not know that the Boba was due today... and the cups having problems as well... and... the store being closed when we were there.
They could've improved a lot... but I guess today was the first time Felica did it alone without the help of the former Club Prez and Vice. Well I'm sure she'll do much better, so I'll see next time and not bash her on the internet.
Well... when I was Cafe Tapioca... I was talking to Felica. And suddenly the name Kouhei came up. I suddenly went into shock.
Me: Kouhei?! He... came back?!
Felica: Huh? Came back? What do you mean?
Me: oh... well it's probably not him...
Felica: Wha? Who?
Me: oh... just I knew someone in 5th grade that was name Kouhei... and we were friends and all... do you know his last name?
Felica: Uh... Narron? N - A - R? something like that
Me: 0///0 GASP! -turns away- omg....
Felica: is it him?
Me: yeah... haha... weird... I'm so surprised...
Felica: Yeah... he's a Junior... in AP japanese...
Me: Oh... haha... interesting... -still in shock-
thoughts: Junior?!
Felica: yeah... he asked Mimi to Homecoming
Me: Ahhh~ I see... who's Mimi? -smiles- haha I don't know anyone
Felica: oh... just a friend... I know a lot of people apparently just not well...
Me: Haha... ^^; I see...
The conversation went on... but I can't remember that well since my mind was in a blur after that...
The weird part was we were talking about half asians and how they usually look more white than asian... and I was talking about Kouhei when I said I knew a half asian that looked more Asian...
Quite embarrassing...
I'm in such a shock though... I knew I HAD to talk to my friends since my feelings just overwhelmed as well as disappointed.
First one to know was of course Mar since she was the first to know about him... the Yujin since our promise in 8th grade revealed everything.
I was in such a shock and tried my best to maintain my composure. My mind was screaming for the rest of the day...
I wanted to talk to Marisa and Yujin about it for so long... but there was never the right time and place to do so.
The weird parts are that I thought about this once...
I had a dream about him once... coming back and I talked to him and eventually confessed to him. But... I was rejected since there was some type of obstacle there.
I also wrote in another post here once in "The Past Returns" when I talked about Willie adding me on facebook. I wrote:
Who knew it would actually... >.< AHHHHH~
Bu... well no anime today since I'm going in a drama overflow. I think it's my drama queen side making a big deal again... So I'll try not to go too far. =.=
UGH... I feel like the mixture of Mar, Elora, and Hilary's feelings all at once:
Mar: the decision to keep going or give up
Elora: liking and torn between two people
Hilary: Remember the past with the person
TT^TT I'm such a drama queen I hate itttt~
I would've been better of not knowing me came back. Now it's official that I should give up immediately... I'll try to talk to him as a friend... old childhood friend and see if he remembers me.
What kinda hurt was when Felica said, "yeahh he probably doesn't remember you"
But she might be right. Well I'll see if I can talk to him... what do I say though
"Heyyy Kouhei... I'm Tammy! Remember me from 5th grade? We were friends then... Ms.Sucssle's class! I sat in front of you and we'd always talk that the teacher got mad? Remember? Haha"
Just like that? O.O Haha actually I just might do that... between lunch and 5th period. Just go into AP Japanese... oh... that would be weird too... since his homecoming date is in the same class... and they're probably together...
Will fate give us a chance to be friends?
Haha... TAM... just keep chanting... "It will never happen, it will never happen, don't think about it! friends... friends.."
What I'm sad is that I have a phobia of guys... and it started in 5th grade... after he moved away. I unknowingly declared to stay away from guys... not knowing in high school that's something weird... and it was basically has fault... (can't really blame him)
-ugh... now I can NEVER finish Glass Moon... just too weird...
Cheng's stay single forever! remember!! D<
I will stop ranting because the scroll bar has gotten really small... I'll probably rant about it tomorrow... when I'm not so busy with only 2 hours left to finish hw before tutor O.O SEE YA!
So today was the Boba sale and I volunteered to drive since apparently the group had no one else available to drive, so I volunteered my mom to help me out.
Today was just for experience's sake and to see how Felica carried out the boba sale (so they couldn't use this as something I can't do when I do run for president again)
So... I had quite a few problems with the way they did things... but there's always time for them to improve for them. The process was a little bumpy with the people not know that the Boba was due today... and the cups having problems as well... and... the store being closed when we were there.
They could've improved a lot... but I guess today was the first time Felica did it alone without the help of the former Club Prez and Vice. Well I'm sure she'll do much better, so I'll see next time and not bash her on the internet.
Well... when I was Cafe Tapioca... I was talking to Felica. And suddenly the name Kouhei came up. I suddenly went into shock.
Me: Kouhei?! He... came back?!
Felica: Huh? Came back? What do you mean?
Me: oh... well it's probably not him...
Felica: Wha? Who?
Me: oh... just I knew someone in 5th grade that was name Kouhei... and we were friends and all... do you know his last name?
Felica: Uh... Narron? N - A - R? something like that
Me: 0///0 GASP! -turns away- omg....
Felica: is it him?
Me: yeah... haha... weird... I'm so surprised...
Felica: Yeah... he's a Junior... in AP japanese...
Me: Oh... haha... interesting... -still in shock-
thoughts: Junior?!
Felica: yeah... he asked Mimi to Homecoming
Me: Ahhh~ I see... who's Mimi? -smiles- haha I don't know anyone
Felica: oh... just a friend... I know a lot of people apparently just not well...
Me: Haha... ^^; I see...
The conversation went on... but I can't remember that well since my mind was in a blur after that...
The weird part was we were talking about half asians and how they usually look more white than asian... and I was talking about Kouhei when I said I knew a half asian that looked more Asian...
Quite embarrassing...
I'm in such a shock though... I knew I HAD to talk to my friends since my feelings just overwhelmed as well as disappointed.
First one to know was of course Mar since she was the first to know about him... the Yujin since our promise in 8th grade revealed everything.
I was in such a shock and tried my best to maintain my composure. My mind was screaming for the rest of the day...
I wanted to talk to Marisa and Yujin about it for so long... but there was never the right time and place to do so.
The weird parts are that I thought about this once...
I had a dream about him once... coming back and I talked to him and eventually confessed to him. But... I was rejected since there was some type of obstacle there.
I also wrote in another post here once in "The Past Returns" when I talked about Willie adding me on facebook. I wrote:
Indeed... I seriously hope this isn't a sign that the past WILL return. But then that's not too bad either since then I might see Kouhei again. HAHA... weird of me.
Who knew it would actually... >.< AHHHHH~
Bu... well no anime today since I'm going in a drama overflow. I think it's my drama queen side making a big deal again... So I'll try not to go too far. =.=
UGH... I feel like the mixture of Mar, Elora, and Hilary's feelings all at once:
Mar: the decision to keep going or give up
Elora: liking and torn between two people
Hilary: Remember the past with the person
TT^TT I'm such a drama queen I hate itttt~
I would've been better of not knowing me came back. Now it's official that I should give up immediately... I'll try to talk to him as a friend... old childhood friend and see if he remembers me.
What kinda hurt was when Felica said, "yeahh he probably doesn't remember you"
But she might be right. Well I'll see if I can talk to him... what do I say though
"Heyyy Kouhei... I'm Tammy! Remember me from 5th grade? We were friends then... Ms.Sucssle's class! I sat in front of you and we'd always talk that the teacher got mad? Remember? Haha"
Just like that? O.O Haha actually I just might do that... between lunch and 5th period. Just go into AP Japanese... oh... that would be weird too... since his homecoming date is in the same class... and they're probably together...
Will fate give us a chance to be friends?
Haha... TAM... just keep chanting... "It will never happen, it will never happen, don't think about it! friends... friends.."
What I'm sad is that I have a phobia of guys... and it started in 5th grade... after he moved away. I unknowingly declared to stay away from guys... not knowing in high school that's something weird... and it was basically has fault... (can't really blame him)
-ugh... now I can NEVER finish Glass Moon... just too weird...
Cheng's stay single forever! remember!! D<
I will stop ranting because the scroll bar has gotten really small... I'll probably rant about it tomorrow... when I'm not so busy with only 2 hours left to finish hw before tutor O.O SEE YA!
Saturday, October 3, 2009
OMG Japanese Bingo!
Haha I forgot to add this in my blog for yesterday, but... since it was already so full I was going to (for once) put a short entry.
I was extremely happy during Japanese today.
Today we played Kanji Bingo. It was quite fun. Though I knew I could never win bingo when played in class since I'm always just slightly off.
Well... Today I felt lucky for some reason. I was having great luck with the kanji bingo. I had lots of squares filled in right away and had many possibilities in having a one line bingo.
I was quite excited. But Sonia beat me to it.
Though... on Round 2! The X or + I won with the last square of B金 and finished up the game!
I was so happy. I was always so curious about the taste of the かむかむレメん. It tasted a lot like a softer version of lemon heads. Which was delicious... When I go to japan... I'm going to stock up on おみやげ and cool japanese Candy.
I was really amazed though... for once it was me... not Amy not Kendra, but me... I knew it was probably just a game of luck and chance... but... I felt happy that for once I could be the one to stand out for once.
Well... something strange happened to me today too... Apparently my boiled egg went bad in my lunch box. It was really gross... when I opened my lunch box to get my egg snack, I smelled a strong sour smell. It was so disturbing I was about to puke smelling it.
So I had to throw it away... My sandwich was unaffected, but since it was next to the egg for so long... it started to smell too and I couldn't stand eating it. So... I just ate my orange.
Ugh... but I hate the sour smell that it gives off... I still choke on air when I smell it.
Also... lately Thomas has been hanging around again. He keeps saying that I've been so nice to him.
Well... I guess I was really mean to him I guess. Well... I guess that's now I deal with guys? Since... I'm never comfortable with them... and when one acts like that around me I tend to snap back.
So... He's be saying, "Woah... it's so weird how you're being nice to me now... I'm happy but freaked out at the same time..."
Me: =.= oh... ok...
So that shall be all... now I don't have much of a video today... so I shall leave one for tomorrow. :D
Good Night Peoples.
I was extremely happy during Japanese today.
Today we played Kanji Bingo. It was quite fun. Though I knew I could never win bingo when played in class since I'm always just slightly off.
Well... Today I felt lucky for some reason. I was having great luck with the kanji bingo. I had lots of squares filled in right away and had many possibilities in having a one line bingo.
I was quite excited. But Sonia beat me to it.
Though... on Round 2! The X or + I won with the last square of B金 and finished up the game!
I was so happy. I was always so curious about the taste of the かむかむレメん. It tasted a lot like a softer version of lemon heads. Which was delicious... When I go to japan... I'm going to stock up on おみやげ and cool japanese Candy.
I was really amazed though... for once it was me... not Amy not Kendra, but me... I knew it was probably just a game of luck and chance... but... I felt happy that for once I could be the one to stand out for once.
Well... something strange happened to me today too... Apparently my boiled egg went bad in my lunch box. It was really gross... when I opened my lunch box to get my egg snack, I smelled a strong sour smell. It was so disturbing I was about to puke smelling it.
So I had to throw it away... My sandwich was unaffected, but since it was next to the egg for so long... it started to smell too and I couldn't stand eating it. So... I just ate my orange.
Ugh... but I hate the sour smell that it gives off... I still choke on air when I smell it.
Also... lately Thomas has been hanging around again. He keeps saying that I've been so nice to him.
Well... I guess I was really mean to him I guess. Well... I guess that's now I deal with guys? Since... I'm never comfortable with them... and when one acts like that around me I tend to snap back.
So... He's be saying, "Woah... it's so weird how you're being nice to me now... I'm happy but freaked out at the same time..."
Me: =.= oh... ok...
So that shall be all... now I don't have much of a video today... so I shall leave one for tomorrow. :D
Good Night Peoples.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Closet Raid Dress Up
Today was quite interesting XD
School went by quite quickly. Nothing really ubber great happened and nothing bad happened either. I was looking more forward to my "party" after school Haha.
Well... Afterschool Maru-chan and Kimchi were going to come over and hang oug at my house.
Originally reason was for Mar to come and practice my cello/piano duet thing. But... apparently Marisa did not practice the part at all... so I ended up fooling around with my cello and Yujin went after my violin that was half dead.
So... we decided to leave the instruments alone and laid down on Mr. Bear as a pillow and talked about some problems that seemed to irritate us.
I didn't really share much... since lately, nothing really stresses me. I get worried about my grades, but grades have long been denoted to 3rd most important.
It makes me think that my reformation was quite successful. I've improved myself in my three aspects: Intelligence, Emotional, and Physical. I feel very proud of it all. Though... at times I get tantrums... but I guess that's normal right? Can't be the perfect Mura.Tama 24/7 right?
Ehm... well... after our talk... mostly about Maru's stresses. We suddenly decided to go to my room and see my dresses. Yujin and Mar snuggling into my Full Sized bed as I took out my many dresses. Jeez... I love my bed...
Well... I showed my many dresses to them and they decided to try them on. So... First they took their pick of my dress. I had..... some # of dresses: Black w/ bow, colorful, concert dress, olive dress, Black Sparkle Gold, Promotion dress. And... I think that was all the choices.
So... Round one: Yujin = colorful; Mar = Sparkle Gold
I thought the Sparkle Gold dress suited Mar quite well. She looked very skinny, mature, and pretty.
Yujin looked cute, though... it looked big for her since.... it's my clothes so... of course it would be too big.
Round two: Yujin = black w/ bow; Mar = promotion; Me = Concert
Well technically I changed into my olive dress, then into my concert dress.
All wearing Black. Mafia Girls in Black? XD
Well... Yujin decided she wanted to try on my mom's Aero red fur jacket she saw earlier. Mar looked for some jacket and grabbed my teal jacket (also Aero) and I found my thick black fur jacket. Well... mar felt left out in the jacket thing and I gave her my Blue Aero fur jacket. Then suddenly they were like...
WE SHOULD TAKE PICTURES OF OURSELVES!
I decided we should take it with my laptop since then it would be uploading easier... and all three of us could be in the picture. Well we took some pictures of Formal w/ Fur pictures XD
It was quite fun...
Well after quite many pictures. We decided to do a "Costume Change" and back into my room to see what to wear. Mar decided to wear my clothes (blue plaid summer dress) and I got out my black plaid summer dress. So we became twins!
Yujin was feeling left out... so I grabbed a overshirt that was black plaid (since she was already wear a plain purple shirt).
Resulting in the Plaid Series pictures. Haha (Thought the picture is in Sepia)
For More Pictures... see my Facebook XD
Ehm... so after all the pictures were taken, we decided to eat since my mom was completed with dinner. She made thick noodle soup that Mar and Yujin seemed to enjoy a lot.
Dang... I could only eat one bowl and I was full. I think they ate like... 3 bowls or something. O.O XD haha but I'm glad they liked it. Now they see how I get fat on a normal basis.
Ehm... So... Yujin and I took it upon ourselves to ask Mar if she wanted to join the Hitman Reborn RP that we where to soon start, giving her a basis about the characters and such.
Yujin started looking up some Hitman Reborn Songs... like Sakura Addiction and Kokou no Pride. And... I decided that we could do a duet for Sakura Addiction.
I HAD to show them Yakusoku no Basho~e since... I loved the song. HAHA
Well Yujin had to leave at 7:15 or so... but Mar was allowed to stay until 8:00. Well Mar showed me some 2 pm stuff that I decided that I shall look into since it was... somewhat entertaining.
Quite fun... Well Mar had to leave too and I ended up cleaning up and back on my computer writing this blog.
My question of the day was.... "What cookie dough in the cookie dough fundraiser is better for decorating?"
Most people said sugar cookie or peanut butter, but I thought the might be too plain. So... people told me white chocolate with macadamia. Though... I am worried about what the macadamia might do... (allergies?)
I want to bake my friends cookies for Christmas or something and... since the cookie dough lasts 1 year max. it should all be good if I make the Cookies at Christmas time right?
Haha... well now I need to get decorating materials...
Now that I think about it... I have to deal with the candy canes I give you everyone every year too. XD I probably need another two boxes... I barely had enough last year. O.O should I go up to 3 boxes... >.< HA so scaryyyyy~ Two boxes were so heavy... and I was missing like... 2 or something. Now I know a lot more people (not close but... friends that you know and would like to give something to)
So... Christmas planning starts in November. Now I worry about Mar's Birthday Present, though I already bought it... I suddenly think it's not enough... =,= UGH I'm such a failure... Now... I should go shower since I've been writing this forever already. Tam Out!
School went by quite quickly. Nothing really ubber great happened and nothing bad happened either. I was looking more forward to my "party" after school Haha.
Well... Afterschool Maru-chan and Kimchi were going to come over and hang oug at my house.
Originally reason was for Mar to come and practice my cello/piano duet thing. But... apparently Marisa did not practice the part at all... so I ended up fooling around with my cello and Yujin went after my violin that was half dead.
So... we decided to leave the instruments alone and laid down on Mr. Bear as a pillow and talked about some problems that seemed to irritate us.
I didn't really share much... since lately, nothing really stresses me. I get worried about my grades, but grades have long been denoted to 3rd most important.
It makes me think that my reformation was quite successful. I've improved myself in my three aspects: Intelligence, Emotional, and Physical. I feel very proud of it all. Though... at times I get tantrums... but I guess that's normal right? Can't be the perfect Mura.Tama 24/7 right?
Ehm... well... after our talk... mostly about Maru's stresses. We suddenly decided to go to my room and see my dresses. Yujin and Mar snuggling into my Full Sized bed as I took out my many dresses. Jeez... I love my bed...
Well... I showed my many dresses to them and they decided to try them on. So... First they took their pick of my dress. I had..... some # of dresses: Black w/ bow, colorful, concert dress, olive dress, Black Sparkle Gold, Promotion dress. And... I think that was all the choices.
So... Round one: Yujin = colorful; Mar = Sparkle Gold
I thought the Sparkle Gold dress suited Mar quite well. She looked very skinny, mature, and pretty.
Yujin looked cute, though... it looked big for her since.... it's my clothes so... of course it would be too big.
Round two: Yujin = black w/ bow; Mar = promotion; Me = Concert
Well technically I changed into my olive dress, then into my concert dress.
All wearing Black. Mafia Girls in Black? XD
Well... Yujin decided she wanted to try on my mom's Aero red fur jacket she saw earlier. Mar looked for some jacket and grabbed my teal jacket (also Aero) and I found my thick black fur jacket. Well... mar felt left out in the jacket thing and I gave her my Blue Aero fur jacket. Then suddenly they were like...
WE SHOULD TAKE PICTURES OF OURSELVES!
I decided we should take it with my laptop since then it would be uploading easier... and all three of us could be in the picture. Well we took some pictures of Formal w/ Fur pictures XD
It was quite fun...
Well after quite many pictures. We decided to do a "Costume Change" and back into my room to see what to wear. Mar decided to wear my clothes (blue plaid summer dress) and I got out my black plaid summer dress. So we became twins!
Yujin was feeling left out... so I grabbed a overshirt that was black plaid (since she was already wear a plain purple shirt).
Resulting in the Plaid Series pictures. Haha (Thought the picture is in Sepia)
For More Pictures... see my Facebook XD
Ehm... so after all the pictures were taken, we decided to eat since my mom was completed with dinner. She made thick noodle soup that Mar and Yujin seemed to enjoy a lot.
Dang... I could only eat one bowl and I was full. I think they ate like... 3 bowls or something. O.O XD haha but I'm glad they liked it. Now they see how I get fat on a normal basis.
Ehm... So... Yujin and I took it upon ourselves to ask Mar if she wanted to join the Hitman Reborn RP that we where to soon start, giving her a basis about the characters and such.
Yujin started looking up some Hitman Reborn Songs... like Sakura Addiction and Kokou no Pride. And... I decided that we could do a duet for Sakura Addiction.
I HAD to show them Yakusoku no Basho~e since... I loved the song. HAHA
Well Yujin had to leave at 7:15 or so... but Mar was allowed to stay until 8:00. Well Mar showed me some 2 pm stuff that I decided that I shall look into since it was... somewhat entertaining.
Quite fun... Well Mar had to leave too and I ended up cleaning up and back on my computer writing this blog.
My question of the day was.... "What cookie dough in the cookie dough fundraiser is better for decorating?"
Most people said sugar cookie or peanut butter, but I thought the might be too plain. So... people told me white chocolate with macadamia. Though... I am worried about what the macadamia might do... (allergies?)
I want to bake my friends cookies for Christmas or something and... since the cookie dough lasts 1 year max. it should all be good if I make the Cookies at Christmas time right?
Haha... well now I need to get decorating materials...
Now that I think about it... I have to deal with the candy canes I give you everyone every year too. XD I probably need another two boxes... I barely had enough last year. O.O should I go up to 3 boxes... >.< HA so scaryyyyy~ Two boxes were so heavy... and I was missing like... 2 or something. Now I know a lot more people (not close but... friends that you know and would like to give something to)
So... Christmas planning starts in November. Now I worry about Mar's Birthday Present, though I already bought it... I suddenly think it's not enough... =,= UGH I'm such a failure... Now... I should go shower since I've been writing this forever already. Tam Out!
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