Happy Halloween

I didn't celebrate Halloween last year, since there wasn't much to celebrate. School was keeping me busy and didn't pressure me to dress up like in High School.
But this year was different. I thought I would be passing by another year peacefully without the thoughts of clothes, costume, and make up, but to my surprise, my Taiwanese classmates also wanted to experience some haunted fun.
It's a bit disappointing there are no haunted house attractions in Taiwan though, it seems that they all wish there was something fun like that to do.

Anyways, I woke up at 6:00 am today to start putting make up on everyone because we needed to  add more flair to our halloween headbands.
Too bad I already wiped away my make-up, or I would've been more motivated! But we went to the other rooms and traded/gave away candy to them. It was actually really fun! But... could've been better planned.

I want to bring a bag of candies next year, and just go around. Hopefully have a better costume even.

Happy Halloween Blogger

The (Seemingly) End of an Era

I've always loved rping, since the first moments it had been introduced to me. Thinking of new characters and personalities, drawing them out, and acting them out. I loved this process. No matter who I rped with, I'd always loved rping with my closest friend at the time. YKC...

Since Loraurel, I've changed. The addition of Lorence into my personality gave me more confidence to act on a whim and I could feel myself more and more dependent on this daily sending and receiving replies.
When YKC and I became less close, and went our separate way, I always thought that these two characters could still link us since we both loved them with all our lives.
Freshman year was fine, I could tell she still wanted this, and so did I... but then... the year after... I moved to start a new era and chapter of my life. To do something that not everyone usually experiences and make my life more interesting and exciting. Suddenly... once I arrived, she stopped. Just like that...

Was she looking for a chance to stop this connection with this time difference.

Is she really just busy and can't find the time to reply. (But then... that just means she doesn't care enough to make time.

Or does she suddenly find this childish and meaning-less.

Perhaps she wants to break this connection for good and that she really did just HATE me all this time....

Either way. I'm upset with all the time and love I've invested into Loraurel. And I can't seem to find myself to stop regardless of how upset I am and how I wish to keep myself from this pain....

I'm sad... and disappointed. And I miss our connection and relationship, since she's conveyed to me vaguely that she officially wants nothing to do with me...