I've been contemplating this a bit and I believe that my college life is so much more unfulfilling then usual. I feel like I was very open to meeting new people and making new friends for the first few weeks of school and now a few months in I'm kinda... not... anymore.
I always have this worry that there's something about me that the world hates and whenever I feel someone distance themselves I get this feeling and I admit that it upsets me quite a bit...
I'm home right now... where I'm bored and just chill. Why do people that annoy me seem to float to me and people that I think are so school end up distancing themselves. There must be something repulsive about me that everyone dislikes... and no one will tell me what it is.
I'm tired. Hopefully I'm just PMSing and I feel so alone all the time...
Good night world, please give me hope to go on and I pray for a better tomorrow.
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