I NEED TO DRAWWWW!

OMG I've been lugging my tablet around for the past two weeks trying to draw stuff!
I can't believe I'm having such a hard time finding the time. RAWRRRR~

List of things I want/need to draw.
1) all thirty days of the challenge... that I still have yet to start.
2) something loraurel
3) redrawing my old OCs...

Seems like a small list. But for some reason I'm having a hard time getting to it.

DWTS Rant

OMG OMG OMG TTATT I'm SOOOOO SADDDDDD

This is the first season where I'm watching Dancing With the Stars while it's airing and I'm SOOOO UPSET WITH THE RESULTS

It started last week with Joey Fatone being voted out and I was like: WHAT WHAT WHAT WHY HE HAS SUCH A GREAT PERSONALITY! HE BROUGHT SO MUCH FUN TO THE DANCE FLOOR!
I was so upset to see him go... and I swore to myself that I hope Bristol would be next because Joey did NOT deserve to go...
I was so excited to see him and Apollo go at it again. SOBBBBBBB

So this week I voted for everyone who I thought was good or decent and that did not NOT include Bristol.
Okay, I admit her dance this week wasn't bad. The paso doble fit her well, but she's bad compared to all the other dancers. JOEY LEFT BEFORE HER?!?!

I honestly thought Kristie and Bristol would be the ones to go this time. But NO IT WAS DREW AND HELIO! I was about to cry!
Len looked just as depressed. Granted I didn't vote for Helio but I had to admit he was one of the better ones! And I DID vote for Drew last night. I was so upset to see them go... former champions....

But the main problem is BRISTOL IS STILL THERE! I don't hate her! I Don't! But All the better dancers are being voted out and I still have to watch her dance. Poor Mark... he should've got Sabrina...
Which brings me to another point. Why the hell was Bristol safe and Sabrina had to go into the red light?! I think Sabrina was amazing in her Paso. It was beautiful! Luckily she didn't go, but SOMEONE ELSE SHOULD BE IN THAT RED LIGHT!!

*sigh*
Just an update. My favorites for this season are Sabrina, Apollo, and Shawn...
The list got smaller because Joey and Helio were voted out already =____= *sobbing*

Unfulfilling College Life?

I've been contemplating this a bit and I believe that my college life is so much more unfulfilling then usual. I feel like I was very open to meeting new people and making new friends for the first few weeks of school and now a few months in I'm kinda... not... anymore.

I always have this worry that there's something about me that the world hates and whenever I feel someone distance themselves I get this feeling and I admit that it upsets me quite a bit...

I'm home right now... where I'm bored and just chill. Why do people that annoy me seem to float to me and people that I think are so school end up distancing themselves. There must be something repulsive about me that everyone dislikes... and no one will tell me what it is.

I'm tired. Hopefully I'm just PMSing and I feel so alone all the time...

Good night world, please give me hope to go on and I pray for a better tomorrow.

Political Opinion

Since there's no one really I can talk about my political opinions to since it is such a touchy subject, as always I'm expressing them here.

Last night I watched the presidential debate between Romney and Obama and I just say, I didn't think I would have such a huge opinion on what I watched.
I have this habit of reading comments on youtube as well to read commenter opinions as often they catch things that I don't and I think I agreed with the comments.

One of them mentioned how Americans are so biased about their views based on Democratic and Republican beliefs, which I very much agree. I do not consider myself as either seeing that I just turned eighteen and only recently started to look into politics to become an informed citizen. I try to be as open minded as I can about the candidates  policies and try to see which one I prefer.

Policy wise I would say that Romney won the debate. He brought up a lot of good plans but it was weird how he continuously changed his opinion. It was weird and didn't make too much sense to me. If I was really unbiased then I probably would go for Romney.

As a person though, Romney bothered me by being rude the whole debate. He continued to talk and ignored the commissioner's attempts to manage the event. I didn't like that and although he was very determined to get his point across, it made me think less of him as a person.

Looking through the comments I also saw a candidate named Gary Johnson and he seems to have some rather popular support behind him as well and I would like to look into him to see if he could come up with something that mesh both ideas together and gain popular vote.
Now honestly I want to vote this November, but I don't think my vote will really make a difference living in a democratic state. Why not give it a try still.