Alright... so I just need to kill some demons in my heart.
I know I'm very lonely at this point in my life. I don't really have any friends that I would say that I really love or any friends from my childhood that I still have...
I've cut off many ties throughout my short life... some that were my choice and some that weren't.
Currently it's a transition period between one life to another. I'm not planning to be in much contact with my friends from high school... since none of them lasted very long or were very pleasant until the end. I'm thinking about unfriend-ing many of the people on my facebook, so I don't get updates of everyone from Foothill that I don't quite care for. I do keep in contact with some who come to me first, and then I appreciate their presence in my life... but other than that, I enjoy staying at home and just being with my mom and working until exhaustion.
I must say I only have one friend that I would consider loving and keeping in contact with in the future, and I know that I will miss him dearly when we're in college and going separate ways. But I highly doubt that we'll be able to keep in contact for long... due to rather different interests... how did we manage to begin with?... idk haha
Well... I'm good now. I just needed to write out my thoughts for a bit :)
Work is been going well and keeping me busy. Between preparing for the next days lesson and teaching the actual lesson... my mind has been tired and stressed out.
I don't need these demons... not now when things at work gets me equally as stressed... imma shower and sleep and hope for a good day. Good night world.
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