Korra Excitement!

My last few posts have been depressed as hell, so I'm going try to lighten up a bit.

I watched the first leaked episode of the Legend of Korra today.

WOW I'm so hyped! Avatar was my childhood loved TV show and got me on this anime and art roll to begin with. It was also the catalyst that started a long friendship that I treasured very much.
Even if the friendship is missing, I won't keep me from loving this new series. I really love every character! Though I must say, I'm not a big fan of the two guys that are suppose to come in... oddly.

ANYWAYS yeah.
I've managed pretty well myself now.
College being on the otherside of the coin, and I'm very close to the edge.

I've gotten past my art block I believe and I did a shaded sketch of a woman and is absolutely proud if it. As you can see the lighting of every toned muscle and bone.

>W< wish me luck in life!

Just Wanted to Talk

I've given up already... on any normal friendship between us.

Of course I still wish for it... but of course... my wish cannot decide everything.

I'm happy that at least she's happier now.
But I've stopped one thing that may start to get in the way of both our happiness.

I've stopped Loraurel until we can talk it out.
I need to talk it out...
I don't want to be hated by her... I really don't. I want to accept each other at least and maybe still stay in contact.

Loraurel is a strong bond, one that will hurt me greatly if it is broken.
Just the thought of this temporary pause is already hurting me... and distracting my thoughts.

I know I've made mistakes... and that I'm also selfish.
I may have gotten a bit too confident in my time this year... and this might have cost me my most important friendship.

I understand that people change... and I don't regret my own change (if I had any). It's time to slowly heal wounds and if possible save what was broken.

I want to continue RPing... I do... I miss it. I won't be able to last long... but we will see.