Where's my Voice?!

Ugh... today was a day of pure torture. I got sick last night and I decided to take some medicine before the symptoms got worse. But oddly once I too the medicine I felt even worse.

I think I've become immune to Tylenol, since... I can't taste the bitterness anymore (since I can't swallow pills) and such. But my grandma bought me this cough medicine... it's SO BITTER! I always need to eat something sweet each time I take it. I hate it >.<

It doesn't dissolve in hot water either, so I have to bit it so it's a size where I can somewhat swallow it, but then the bitterness lingers on my teeth and I just feel like throwing up.

I hate getting sick, though I knew it was coming, since last year was my year or immunity. So this year I suffer from getting sick.

But this sickness is worse than my normal flu. This time my throat hurts so badly and my head pulses and such. I couldn't sleep last night because I felt like I was being choked in my sleep. Scary right?

Ugh... I lost my voice this afternoon. My parents were laughing at me since I couldn't say anything. I was like yelling and there was no sound. Haha it was kind of funny.
I managed to regain some voice so now it's at whisper volume to talking soft level after 3 bowls of my FAV corn soup.

Everyone's telling me I should sleep early. Indeed that's something I know, but I always want to watch more anime and dramas and what not. XD wooo! since I'm Tam, so nothing can get in the way of my anime, not even a life-threatening illness.

Hm... well speaking of my dramas and what not. I feel like I have a shota-complex. I noticed I like guys that look like kids... or have a childish look to them. <3 So cuteee~
One example is my newly discovered Japanese model/actor, Kanata Hongo.
I go slight fangirl-mode at pictures of him. So cuteee~ even though he's like 19 years old he looks like a middle-schooler. Eto... completely different from my Tachi, but similar to my current interest -blush-

Here's a Hetalia "live-action" cast video. Completely fanmade, but Kanata Hongo was chosen to be Japan/Kiku. Hahahahaaaa Kawaiii~ <3



Ugh... well lately I haven't been finding much Hitman Reborn videos that I really liked to be put here, so I guess I will have to settle with more Hetalia stuff.

Here's the awesome video that all Hetalia fans know of because if it's beautiful animation <3 Totally awesome



Yeah... and this was just an awesome cosplay skit I've ever seen for Hetalia



Another Thing
Apparently Justin is going to homecomming with Kristen, dangggg I'm going to get left behind when it comes to relationships. Haha XD
Must be my otakuness that gets in the way. Well not that mind.