Thursday, September 5, 2013

Can't Hold A Conversation

Is it... that I'm weird... or am I undesirable to talk to? Or am I just a pain in the ass... but I realized officially, that people can't hold a conversation with me.
I don't think I'm that boring, and I certainly don't think the person I'm talking to is boring... so why ignore me. I have several ways of thinking and I really do hope they're not true....

My prediction is that people only talk to you when it is beneficial to them. For example, now that I am out of the lives of the people in the US, they ignore my attempts of conversation.
Is it just that people don't like to hold a conversation online? But then... what's wrong with holding a conversation online. That's the point of social media...
Am I really not beneficial, or do you just don't want to deal with me anymore?

Questions I ask myself and make me become more unhappy with human nature. If I talk to you... why not talk back? I suppose that it is a less rude way to say "fuck off..." but still. I don't mind if you just /say/ you don't want to talk to me. Because if you don't, I still find you a good person, and would like to maintain a relationship with you. If you don't want that status with me, then fine, we don't have to and I can just put you in the "I'm not talking to you category."

Fine and Thank you for your insensitive way of communicating that.