"Why does no one care for me."
"Can't people see that I am hurting?"And stuff like that. I then think back on it, being a spectator of a situation right now I think I've matured in thought.
In the past I'm sure I would've agreed with those depressing tumblr quotes and asked why no one understands me. But I did some growing up this month and thinking.
I now see those tumblr posts and find them selfish and disagree with them.
No one will ever understand how you're hurting. People don't care that much for you (or me in any case), no matter how close you are. They're not going to help you in ways that you want as they are powerless to helping your feelings. All they can do is support you through what you're going through, and listen to your problems, perhaps even make you see reason if you're being unreasonable. A third-party opinion is often very important.
Be your own person and pave your own path. The only one you can only rely on is family (if they're good to you that is).
Trusting someone out of family is a tricky thing. As the bond is fragile and the love isn't always unconditional. And it's usually one-sided as one gives more than the other.
Those are just my recent thoughts. But today's song gives me a sense of comfort. I really hope that one day I can dance a rumba to this.
