What is happening?

Okay. Well then... life has been flowing smoother lately but some issues has been making me think.

I will refer to some friends as person K and person A.

So...
Why do I feel like lately person K is been trying to wedge back into my life through my hobbies again.
Alright I agree in the past we did have similar hobbies and ideas and interests, but that's all over now... it's weird how she keeps bringing up things I would use to jump on the bandwagon so easily and suggesting things to me again just like old times.
Only difference now is that she doesn't acknowledge my existence outside the internet and cyber means of communication. It's weird... and it almost bothers me a bit too.
Just kind of a "I'm not going to let you use me like this..." thought since you have other friends you LOVE to be with so much.

Another issue was Person A.
She just makes me feel guilty, and I've been so thankful for her for helping me through all these issues I've been having. But I've been informed that she has issues with my personality.
... So... what exactly am I suppose to say to that. I know I have flaws, and I... at the same time... don't want to change.
I've been bending backwards for so long, I like the feeling of just being able to run and not worry about hitting anyone...

Anyways. That's not a huge issue.

But I've been proud of myself lately.
I won the same Art Competition that another classmate had won last year.
We've been invited to a (apparently) fancy dinner in SF and I'm rather excited that my parents will be able to attend.

WHAT SHALL I WEAR? >w<

FUCK... I'm so tired

Right now I'm SO tired. Why can't people understand not to bother me when I'm tired.

I know college stuff is important right now. But I'm still SO tired from work and the whole day's stress. So talk to me about it tomorrow okay?... gawd...

So many things have been such a huge pain right now.

I know I haven't acted like the best person this week due to various issues, but the other people haven't been peachy either.

Some things I'm really tired/annoyed about.
- figuring out the hotel room
- passing my classes
- psych presentations
- karaoke day planning
- freakin' drama everywhere in the school
- and now stupid college

Go away. Leave me alone. I just want to have some fun right now.