School Finally ended, and I feel exhausted. I feel like my rping life and happiness has plummeted. I don't feel excited for anything and extremely fake when I try to sound chipper.
I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to... the people I want to talk to won't listen, the people are willing to listen don't seem to be able to help me.
I feel like this emotion is pointless... but I'm kind of upset...
I feel kind of thrown aside... well this emotion is hard to describe.
Starting December, I had the best time of my life rping my characters and as that rping productivity dwindled... so did my mood and ability with withstand blows in my life...
I love all the characters that were rped... and now that it's gone I feel lonely. My characters are still around, but it's pretty quiet now.
I'm tired of this... so I'm going to put these people away... reflects of me, people I want to be but will never be.
There's no point anymore... if people don't find role playing fun... then don't do it...
Someone like me will end up getting hurt...
I'm going to stop... until I'm brought back, I don't want to do this anymore...
