School Loyalities?

I finally managed to get some time to write a post about the last two days... so just today and yesterday.

Well the Topic of yesterday is that apparently I'm back in the Japanese Club. I really want to be in this club, but I just hate how it's under the wrong type of management.
I want to change the club from the inside, and for me to do that, I have to face the current heads of the club.

So now... I need to be accepted into their group and turn out to be a worthwhile candidate for the Japanese Club President before Senior year. This year's goal is become a worthy role as Vice.

There are two things I need to accomplish:
1. To learn the way to carry out the boba fundraisers and how to deal with office paperwork
2. Gain the trust of the current Prez and the Vice.

This week I volunteered to ask my mom to do the boba pick up, since no one else can do it.
I need to get them to trust that I can be supportive of this club. It won't matter that I'm not part of their group if I become a better candidate and is better involved in the club.
I hope my friends support me in my determination. I'm fighting this my own, so I hope my friends will give me their encouragement during my mission. HAHA

Haaaa... well today in Orchestra, we started another cookie dough fundraiser...
Seriously... I think they should think of something other than cookie dough.
Though... now I'm trying my best to sell it. Since there's quite a chunk of people I know who are not in orchestra, so I can always ask them XD

$10 is pretty cheap for cookie dough... Everyone says it's expensive... but the elementary school cookie dough fundraisers is like.... $16.
Well... if they sold cake... I'm sure they would gain a huge profit from my family... My mom loves cake... like me XD haha... and churros as well. Frozen churros is also what my mom loves. She bought 5 boxes of it during the 5th grade outdoor ed fundraiser. LOL

Er... so lately I guess I want to be involved and so more good for the school. I'm probably going to join F.I.S.H Club and pick up trash tomorrow. I even brought some plastic gloves for safety and hygienic reasons. I brought a pair for Hilary, Mar, and Kimchi too if they would like it.

Well Homecoming in... 3 weeks or so?
Though... my mom's pretty excited about it... Even though I'm the one who's going. Yesterday we were going through my dresses (that are put on standby in my closet) and trying them on... adding accessories.
Ended up picking my olive green dress with a black inner shirt to match my shoes. It was... tiring... I really hate changing in and out of clothes. It's just gets me really tired, especially on a hot day.

Ehm... What else was I thinking about. Oh! apparent there's a party at my house tomorrow XD
First it was going to be a playdate with Kimchi. Then Mar says she wanted to come over so we could practice my cello/piano duet thing... then other people wanted to come too. And I'm guessing it's becoming party :D not that I mind... but it's more like business me and mar need to take care of... so I hope we don't get too off task.

Ehm... well continuing in with my otaku lifestyle!
Hitman Reborn still going strong. Though. I can't quench the thirst, so the need is starting to die off. But I still love it! and I can have a very intellectual conversation about Hitman Reborn. HAHA

I think looking at the numbers now... we should start the Hitman Reborn RP soon, before the love dies off. Hilary has started the anime and I'm guessing she likes it... I have trouble confirming it. Elora has agreed to watch it and now she just needs to carry out the action. Marisa would be a little harder to convince since her life is so Korean filled that anime really isn't something she wants to spend her free time on... =.= TT^TT

Well... I hope we start the RP soon. I'm looking forward to it :D HAHA well that should be all for today!

Now time for the Vids!

Long Missed HETALIA VID!


And... Of course. The Hitman Reborn Vid of the Day :D

Lollipop - Sorry Sorry XD

LOL today I watched a heck hilarious video as I was looking at Bang Bang Tang videos and trying to jump on the popular wagon of popular music.

here it is! :D

WangZhi and Aoquan (Prince & Owodog) with their skit and dance SORRY SORRY XDDD
Ahhh I love them XD Best duet of Lollipop eva! X3



LOL well that was pretty much the highlight of my day. Thanks to these two... I now love the song "Sorry Sorry" XDDD lol

Before you know it I'll be dancing it too XD ahahaha <3

Ok.... well... now I'm pretty much stressing out about my chinese homework... AHHHH~
I have to write a whole essay about Confucius in Chinese?!
Ahhh... this is when technology has to help me...
I only wrote about a paragraph. I hope it counts as an "essay"
ERrrr well I probably should get some more homework done... >.< since... I have lots of those assignments that'll spark my imagination and take me forever to finish...

Er... well today I was procrastinating and decided to look up myself on google. Unfortunately apparently... I don't exist O.O
Marisa seems to exist but the age listed was wrong. 49.... and.... there was a Marisa L Chan in Pleasanton O.O but I don't think that's my Maru-Chan, though it's still kinda freaky.
There was a possible Yujin Choi since... there was a Daniel Choi as a relative (quite possible though...) but the cities were all wrong
Hilary is the only Hilary Tsai in California. and I'm pretty positive it was her since her parents are listed in the "relatives" section and the address is Pleasanton, Califorina.
There is no Elora Kelsh in California at all, though I know one. lol
And there are so many Jessica Chengs that I got too lazy to see which one... and I didn't know any of the chinese names of her relatives anyways...

So... that is the status of my boredom and time wasting.

Well. Hitman Reborn is still going strong. I'm wondering if Yujin wants to start the RP so I can start my role.
I'm very happy that Hilary has decided that she is bored enough to watch Hitman Reborn and Elora decided to watch it but now needs to make the time between school and soccer.

Yep yep... what else...

I ate sushi today. I'm so un-asian, I love the American sushi like the California Roll and Shrimp Tempura Roll. Though I LOVE sashimi, I guess that makes up for it? X3
loll indeed...
Well... my mom is on a skinny jean buying rage. She bought me two more pairs. She's been so happy that I lost 12 pounds or so... since... now I wear bikinis and skinny jeans and not have to look like the type of girl that wears clothes too small for her and start looking hecka gross.

Ehm... well my cake drawing is going good. My teachers says it looks good enough to eat and I know I've almost fulfilled my purpose for this art project X3

I got home and remembered to collect some pennies for Hilary's church competition/donation for a good cause thing. I collected exactly 100 pennies out of all the places I could find coins in my house. Probably 20 of them were from my coin box, wallet, and from the jars full of my random stuff that I can use again. loll
50 was most likely from my dad's gambling penny storage. But that was the old days when he didn't care about his health and went gambling to eat buffets, so I did him a favor and added it to my collection.
The rest most likely came from random hunting. The drawers, the tables, the laundry, and more in my room. As you see... I really hate pennies Ahaha. So Thank you Hilary for giving me this chance to get rid of all these pennies.

LOL ehm... well... Today I decided to add my cousin Andy and Kim onto my facebook account for stalking purposes. Quite fun. Andy already accepted me as a friend and I was quite happy. He's totally awesome XD haha I love him
I'm not sure if Kim will be willing to add her baby cousin onto her facebook where I can see all her info and social life in college. But by the looks of it, she doesn't go on facebook that much. She doesn't even have a profile picture up... maybe for security purposes? since that sounds a bit like Kim indeed....

OK... soo... As for my anime life... It's been pretty much on a downlow lately... very weird desho? Storing up for a more excitement later in life?
Haha... well of course I have videos! What do you think I do when I'm procrastinating on HW

Drawing Excitement

The activity that took over most of my weekend today was my addiction to drawing and art related forms... I've also started a bit of graphic designing again.

Well... my drawings this weekend were centered around two main themes: Characters in Suits for the Vongola family and Formal Wear Drawing as presents.

Here are some descriptions of the Vongola family Project:

Well... it all started with Yujin and her goal in getting all of us the "eleventh" generation of Vongola to start an RP with our friends in their Vongola roles with a character (of course) representing them.

I thought it was an awesome idea, and this is how the Vongola family project sparked up.
Well so far I've only drawn Hilary and Myself since... Hilary was the only other person I could gather information from how she would like her representation to look.

Well the RP thing is the more important idea. I think it would be fun to make a story type of thing and thinking about it... I think it's ok that everyone else doesn't know what in the world Hitman Reborn is... since... then it's like their characters are learning about this "fantasy" world along with the actual people with Yujin and me in control.

I've managed to get Hilary to agree doing this and I'm pretty excited. Since... we don't need EVERYONE right away, but just sooner or later wouldn't be bad either. Since... the family can grow slowly. But then... what do we do about our missing guardian? O.O unless we end up having to switch up the roles again... since then the roles and friendship relations actually make more sense...

Hm... continuing onnnn~ The Birthday Formal Wear drawings?

Well there's not much of a story behind it... I just found this awesome picture with a bunch of Hetalia characters in suits and the poses were just beautiful, so I had to try out drawing guys. So... I drew something for Mar (got to collect bit of info from her) and Hilary :D and but drawings are finished. Now it's time to wait for their birthday until their appearance... but I think my partner in drawing gets to see it too :D.

Hm... ok then... Graphic Designing...
Well yeah... my mom is making me create more graphics for her Taiwanese e-bay website for her Coach bags... So... since she bought something online for me. I'll have to figure out how to make animated slideshow gifs and manage to post it online....
This is going to be difficult.

Well I'll try to figure it out somehow... I might need to do more animated GIFs research.

Yep yep... well I bought my Vongola Rings set of 7! and... I'm hoping their now too big... >.> and I hope the sky ring's gem doesn't jut out (but since it's round that's fine...)
Well... I'm quite excited to receive them :D I seriously can't wait! I'm such an otaku... but proud of it! just not proud about fangirling in front of my friends about it.

Hm... well that's pretty much all I've been doing all week....
I'm probably going to need to collect info from Elora, Jessica, Yujin, and Mar about their Vongola counterparts at school since they're never online... =.= well that's ok... I'll deal with it somehow...

Ok... well the Vid of this Weekend



Well I almost cried watching this... the end...
Just seeing the expressions of the others at Tsuna's funeral :'( sad....

But... it was very well drawn... and Chrome looks so... feminine... amazing what 10 years can do XD

OK thennnnnn~

Song of the Weekend: "88" by LMC
Pix of the Weekend: Suits?
Answer: YES I LOVE SUITS >D lolll

Uh... and... I think that's all :D

School tomorrow so time to hit the bed, see ya!

Road to Enlightenment

Today has been quite a good day. Nothing really bad happened so it was nice.

The first thing good was from school surprisingly. First it was the drawing/poster test from History. It was AWESOME I totally had tons of fun.
So what we were suppose to do was to draw out representations or what happened for each topic we were given.
3 topics were given to every person and you were to draw it out.
I never thought I would ever say this in my LIFE. But that was the funnest? test I've ever taken!
I do hope Ms.Dennis gives us more of these types of test. I think I can really love Honors World History. Haha...

Hm... well another fun thing was during strings. Mr. Nishimori told us to sing the parts unless you had ... a specific rhythm, so everyone was sing it. Haha... Curtis was a lovely singer indeed. XD
It was priceless. CHOIR! I enjoyed that quite a lot actually. I'd be willing to sing the parts anytime. HAHA

Well... today afterschool, I was apparently going to Falcon Fest so I went to Yujin's house to wait for Elora to come and join us so we all walk over to school. So I hung out with Yujin as I asked her about her "original" characters and got some interesting stories of hers. As expected of the very creative character creator, Kimchi! Haha...

Well... after a while Elora came as we talked about Hitman Reborn and we're both trying to get Elora started with the series since she is "Mukuro/Chrome." So I hope she starts it soon! Then she'll know what to buy me when she goes to fanime! >D

LOL Well after Yujin and Elora's time was almost up, we walked to Foothill to hang out at Falcon Fest. I was quite interested in what was there, but it felt awkward getting excited and starting to look around to the other booths.
Though... some food items interested me since... I was hungry...
So... In the end I bought a snow cone (from the golf team) and a froyo blush ice cream.

Today was the first time I tried a blush froyo and it was different from what I expected. It was good indeed, but... I don't see why it's so good that it's almost "to die for" though... it tasted like the Yogurt drink that I get in the small bottles at the Asian markets. The tangy milky taste... the taste I wasn't quite fond of as a kid. XD

Though... it was interesting.. I was deciding if I wanted a churro, but it seems Yujin and Elora had to leave soon, so I decided to save my gluttony. It was also a bit awkward to buy something from those two stands since they pretty much attacked Yujin about buying which thing while she held my wallet...
It was kinda awkward to buy something from both of them... ugh... just thinking about it makes me hungry.

To continue on, Yujin was pretty much late for Taekwondo, so I guess her family left without her. That seems to be Kimchi's life story. Well.. since we were pretty much locked out, not sure where my backpack was, so we decided to wait in front of her house to see when her parents will be coming home.

The conversation flowed well this time. It wasn't the awkward, not sure what to say thing, but it flowed on. Like... it started off about talking about anime in general (switching back and forth from Hitman Reborn), then it started going into original characters for Hitman Reborn, then it started to go into our true friend roles.

This conversation was actually pretty interesting. It allowed the two of us to analyze the true "meanings" of our friendship.
So... we talked about the roles of our friendship. Like... who was the one who unites everyone, the "offense", the "defense", the "tranquilizer", the "activator", the solitary one, and the "masked" one.
Even though our "Vongola Ring" roles were already decided, this conversation was rearranging it. Though, it was just our thoughts, I think Kimchi's pretty comfortable as cloud guardian.

Well the other choice we had for the roles shall be listed below (based on personality):
Sky: Tammy (me, apparently... I still don't get why) - the one who "unites"
Storm: Yujin - "offense"
Rain: Elora - the calm one
Cloud: (missing role)
Mist: Hilary
Thunder: Marisa
Sun: Jessica

Apparently once again we're missing another role. Since... Surti didn't work out too well and Yujin is trying to convince me to accept Allyson. But... I don't know here that well, so I'm a bit unsure.

Well... afterwards I told Yujin the reason for my "reform" during the summer and why I decided that I had to reform myself. This all led up to the TALK that was bothering us for a while. Though this time was a lot better since I think both of us has had enough time to think about it.
Yujin actually shared a lot of stuff that helped solve some things I was worrying about.
Up till even today I have no idea what our main problem was. I guess it was that we didn't know how the other felt. I can't really put my finger on it anyways.

Though... I think this talk went a lot smoother than others, since... we lead up to the "talk" naturally and it was easier to talk things out.

I guess it was a pretty good day.

Vid of this Week! er... well I couldn't find a vid for this week sadly... so... here's a Tsuna tribute AMV I thought looked nice


haha yayyy

Well some randomness

Song of the Day: Yakusoku no Bashou e (the promised land) by Reborn! cast
Quote of the Day: "I can be in Hypermode when I'm Hyper! :D" ~Tammy

Where's my Voice?!

Ugh... today was a day of pure torture. I got sick last night and I decided to take some medicine before the symptoms got worse. But oddly once I too the medicine I felt even worse.

I think I've become immune to Tylenol, since... I can't taste the bitterness anymore (since I can't swallow pills) and such. But my grandma bought me this cough medicine... it's SO BITTER! I always need to eat something sweet each time I take it. I hate it >.<

It doesn't dissolve in hot water either, so I have to bit it so it's a size where I can somewhat swallow it, but then the bitterness lingers on my teeth and I just feel like throwing up.

I hate getting sick, though I knew it was coming, since last year was my year or immunity. So this year I suffer from getting sick.

But this sickness is worse than my normal flu. This time my throat hurts so badly and my head pulses and such. I couldn't sleep last night because I felt like I was being choked in my sleep. Scary right?

Ugh... I lost my voice this afternoon. My parents were laughing at me since I couldn't say anything. I was like yelling and there was no sound. Haha it was kind of funny.
I managed to regain some voice so now it's at whisper volume to talking soft level after 3 bowls of my FAV corn soup.

Everyone's telling me I should sleep early. Indeed that's something I know, but I always want to watch more anime and dramas and what not. XD wooo! since I'm Tam, so nothing can get in the way of my anime, not even a life-threatening illness.

Hm... well speaking of my dramas and what not. I feel like I have a shota-complex. I noticed I like guys that look like kids... or have a childish look to them. <3 So cuteee~
One example is my newly discovered Japanese model/actor, Kanata Hongo.
I go slight fangirl-mode at pictures of him. So cuteee~ even though he's like 19 years old he looks like a middle-schooler. Eto... completely different from my Tachi, but similar to my current interest -blush-

Here's a Hetalia "live-action" cast video. Completely fanmade, but Kanata Hongo was chosen to be Japan/Kiku. Hahahahaaaa Kawaiii~ <3



Ugh... well lately I haven't been finding much Hitman Reborn videos that I really liked to be put here, so I guess I will have to settle with more Hetalia stuff.

Here's the awesome video that all Hetalia fans know of because if it's beautiful animation <3 Totally awesome



Yeah... and this was just an awesome cosplay skit I've ever seen for Hetalia



Another Thing
Apparently Justin is going to homecomming with Kristen, dangggg I'm going to get left behind when it comes to relationships. Haha XD
Must be my otakuness that gets in the way. Well not that mind.

Family, Pocky, Cake, and Anime

As the random title doesn't specify, this post will be my little rant with lots of fun videos that I love to put on this blogger! :D

Now one I just found like 5 mins ago and is watching over and over again.

The APH POCKY COMMERICAL XD hehe
South Italy, Japan, Poland, Prussia, England, Finland <3


Yay! Now for some real life updates.
Hilary has joined Honors World History and now I'm worried. She keeps saying she's going to die... and I start feeling like it's my fault for causing her to suffer so much. =.= Well she had her history quiz today (the one I failed) and I gave her a lot of help so I hope she does well, or I would feel extremely bad.

Hm... well. School is something very sullen to me. It's nothing great but nothing bad either, I find a hard time getting high at school. The only thing that works for me is watching anime in Japanese class. And that's very rare.

Well it has be announced by Diehl-sensei that we will be going to Japan this year. I'm sooo excited since I love class trips as well as spending nights with friends. Though New York was painful since Hilary and Yujin refused to sleep as Marisa transformed into a log.

Well I think it's time for another vid!



Haha I love this video. About the Vongola Family sung by the actual voice actors as well! (They all sing so well! X3) Hibari and Mukuro's voice actors are very fangirling worthy and I originally loved Yamamoto and Tsuna's sing voice from the beginning.

Well recently my own "family" has grown as well.
Recently Surti has told me she is joining our group! :D I'm quite happy about that. Currently our group consists of 7 people.
Me, Mar, Kimchi, Hilary, Elora, Jesscia, and now Surti. Haha
So far Surti hasn't completely settled in, but I don't think it'll take too long.

Haha now with seven, I get to fangirl some more and add Surti to my made up Vongola Family. I think she would be fine as the Thunder Guardian.
Not sure if I want to tell her though, since... she might think of me even weirder compared to what she thinks of me now. Haha... Though it still makes me happy

The Roles so Far
Sky: Tammy (Me)
Rain: Hilary
Storm: Maru
Cloud: Kimchi
Sun: Jessica
Mist: Elora
Thunder: Surti

And with this... My (11th generation?) Vongola family is completed.

Haha Next VID!

Uh... well I just noticed that I can't embed this video, so here's the link if you peoples have enough interest on clicking on the link.

APH Japan w/ Ali Project
Watching this, it kinda makes me feel like, looking into my heart. The dark corners that I don't want to come back towards me. This is why I love Ali Project. Their dark music just reaches into the depths of my heart to soothe the sadness and hate.
Haha sometimes I even cry listening to Ali Project.

As the vid describes, sometimes I feel like I truly am Japan from Hetalia. Just. not "am" but I just feel... hm... it's hard to explain. Just the same feelings of being alone and having hard times trusting people with the outer mask. The ambition to claim everyone into your own thoughts, but end up being hated. I guess I feel the same way...

Haha To another video more cheerful.


Wow. this was the best Hetalia cosplay video I have ever seen and the dances were pretty cool too. I really liked China and America in this video. They seemed really cool haha.
I was thinking. If I'm Japan, then what is everyone else?
At times I think I am Japan and Italy. Since I also have the stupid idiotic characteristic when I am happy.
For Mar... I would say she reminds me of England. The person who tries to act tough, but ends up getting picked on anyways.

I haven't come to a hetalia country/character for everyone yet, though I shall continue to think about it! Haha. Well I think that's it for my post for today. So longggg~
Well enjoy one last video.

The recorder version of Sakura Rock by Hibari and Mukuro

Busy Business

Ello Ello Peoples of this world! :D
I've been in a good mood surprisingly, maybe it's because my mom's been on a Couch spree lately and I took care of some business that has been bothering me lately.

Well... today I finally found an awesome present for Maru-maru <3
I'm quite happy. I don't know if she'll like it, but I looked at it forever when I got to the Coach store.

-Scene- Couch Store
*standing next to dad checking out*
-looking at the key chains and little trinkets and sees the possible gift-
Me: ... Stareeeee~.... ........... Maru Chan..... hm.... (thinking for a longgg time)

So... I thought about it for a long time. I think there's a chance she will like it. I hope so, but that made my day. Just being able to get my friend a gift really brightens my day like nothing else. So I'm extremely happy today! :D

Hm... well another convo I had with my family I found entertaining.

-Scene- Going to Cello Lessons
Mom: Do you see those motor scooters? They look nice.
Me: ... =.= NO! I hate those...
Dad: Maybe it'll be more suitable for you grandchildren
Me: ... what grandchildren?
Dad: the one's you're going to have
Me: ... no way... why should I
Dad: to pass on my DNA
Me: Why should I do that? I'll save the next the generation.
Mom: LOL

Haha... indeed... I'm quite interesting. Well... that's all for my "outside" life
Now for my internet/cyber life

Hm... well I finished up Hitman Reborn and hit the manga. And... now I'm done with the manga too... Seriously... the anime is so caught up with the manga. So... the anime is now having fillers. No wonder I felt something different about the current episodes. No wonder the story felt kinda weird when I watched the fillers.

Well... reading the manga, one thing struck me... The MOTORBIKES! <3 OMG seriously love! Seeing Tsuna, Yamamoto, and Gokudera on the moterbikes. Heheheheeeee -starts fangirling- Well... now I'm just hanging around waiting for the next Hetalia and Hitman Reborn episodes.

Well here's the video of the day!



Ok... lets see. Story writing!
Indeed. I've been writing more again since my mood has been getting better. I'm writing a bit of Glass Moon and starting to write an idea of the story/drama I assigned to Hilary. Since I really like the idea, I decided to take it a bit upon myself. Well here's the summary I wrote for it.

Everyone loves to read those love stories right? The poor commoner girl who unexpectedly meets the rich, handsome, man of her dreams and falls in love. It’s so cliché, but also a dream of mine. But I’m not just any commoner girl; I’m THE pathetic commoner girl. Who knew my grandparents would send me to Taiwan to fulfill an unbelievable task: meet and seduce the son of a powerful company CEO to bring power and wealth to the family. I’m so going to die trying.

Awesome desho? haha not really, but I have a lot of great ideas for it compared to the little ideas I have for Glass Moon. But look forward to it on FictionPress if I do end up posting it online. Haha

Well... I think that's all for today I guess. Some stuff of the day

Song of the Day: Utada Hikaru - Beautiful Day
OST of the Day: Tsuna Awakens
Manga of the Day: Shugo Chara
Anime of the Day: Spice and Wolf
Phrase of the Day: "Wha???"
Thought of the Day: Small boxes are cute
Pix of the Day: Taiwan's thought "Eto... Kiku-san?"


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